Go Your Own Way
Fleetwood Mac
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Your sorry eyes, they cut through bone.
They make it hard to leave you alone.
Leave you here wearing your wounds
Waving your guns at somebody new.
Baby Im a lost
Baby Im a lost
Baby Im a lost cause.
Theres too many people you used to know
They see you coming they see you go.
They know your secrets and you know theirs
This town is crazy, but nobody cares.
Baby Im a lost
Baby Im a lost
Baby Im a lost cause.
Im tired of fighting
Im tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause
Theres a place where you are going
You aint never been before
Theres no one laughing at your back now
No one standing at your door
Is that what you thought love was for?
Baby Im a lost
Baby Im a lost
Baby Im a lost cause
Im tired of fighting
Im tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause.
- Mood:
confused
saya saya!!
Over due birthday party, but still may party pa rin!! went to Hillspa this sunday and walangsheet!! ganda!!
they have 3 warm-hot pools, a nature trek site, karaoke and a whole lot more.. NAKAKAITIM nga lang.
Anyways before the whole fun begins, I've considered SEPT 9, 07 one of the most unlucky days.
I think I saw 4 to 5 vehicular accidents while on the way to Laguna, in Laguna we had a taste of that as well , we spent 2 hours in the police station filing a case against the jeepney driver. It was awful.. its hot outside, were all hungry and the long kept excitement all died while waiting for my parents in the Municipality of Los Banos...
But were all ok, thank god!!! and after all the hoopla I'm happy to report that we did HAVE FUN
Over due birthday party, but still may party pa rin!! went to Hillspa this sunday and walangsheet!! ganda!!
they have 3 warm-hot pools, a nature trek site, karaoke and a whole lot more.. NAKAKAITIM nga lang.
Anyways before the whole fun begins, I've considered SEPT 9, 07 one of the most unlucky days.
I think I saw 4 to 5 vehicular accidents while on the way to Laguna, in Laguna we had a taste of that as well , we spent 2 hours in the police station filing a case against the jeepney driver. It was awful.. its hot outside, were all hungry and the long kept excitement all died while waiting for my parents in the Municipality of Los Banos...
But were all ok, thank god!!! and after all the hoopla I'm happy to report that we did HAVE FUN
- Mood:
crazy
Emptiness has wrapped its arms around me.... in a crowded room with loved ones singing and chatting about their lives the only thing I can do is to smile and pass up the orderves. The home I called home doesn't comfort me anymore, its pillars no longer shield me from disdain and hurt.
felt like breaking down....
my birthday came...gave them a sweet smile, thanked all of those who greeted and wished me well, eat a lot until my body is sick & recorded my message last night.... 'twas a message for u... the last thing I would let you hear but 'tis the answer to all my pain.
growing up , but i dont think i'm learning a lot....I'm getting weaker each day
felt like breaking down....
felt like breaking down....
my birthday came...gave them a sweet smile, thanked all of those who greeted and wished me well, eat a lot until my body is sick & recorded my message last night.... 'twas a message for u... the last thing I would let you hear but 'tis the answer to all my pain.
growing up , but i dont think i'm learning a lot....I'm getting weaker each day
felt like breaking down....
- Mood:
depressed
I hate forcing myself to let go of one person that I need in my life, Its the only thing that makes sense but at the same time, Its the same thing that complicates me...
I know that I'm better off without that person, yet I feel empty whenever I try to let go..
But I guess... emptiness is better that constant hurt.
________________________________________
YOU DON'T WANT TO LET GO
CAUSE YOU FEEL THERES SOMETHING SWEET GOING ON BETWEEN THE TWO OF YOU.
SOMETHING BEYOND WORDS,
SOMETHING THAT ONLY YOU'RE HEART WOULD UNDERSTAND,
YOU WAIT AND WAIT BUT NOTHING HAPPENED, HE'S GLUED TO THE SPOT..
PROBLEM IS: YOU JUST CAN't WALK AWAY BUT YOU CAN'T STAY EITHER
at the end of it all... I knew I learned a lot... never regretted anything
I STILL can say I LOVE YOU IN SPITE OF...
BUT YOU SEE... I JUST LOVE YOU I'm NO LONGER IN LOVE WITH YOU
I know that I'm better off without that person, yet I feel empty whenever I try to let go..
But I guess... emptiness is better that constant hurt.
________________________________________
YOU DON'T WANT TO LET GO
CAUSE YOU FEEL THERES SOMETHING SWEET GOING ON BETWEEN THE TWO OF YOU.
SOMETHING BEYOND WORDS,
SOMETHING THAT ONLY YOU'RE HEART WOULD UNDERSTAND,
YOU WAIT AND WAIT BUT NOTHING HAPPENED, HE'S GLUED TO THE SPOT..
PROBLEM IS: YOU JUST CAN't WALK AWAY BUT YOU CAN'T STAY EITHER
at the end of it all... I knew I learned a lot... never regretted anything
I STILL can say I LOVE YOU IN SPITE OF...
BUT YOU SEE... I JUST LOVE YOU I'm NO LONGER IN LOVE WITH YOU
- Mood: hopeful
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another song of my life!!!!
beyonce and shakira - beautiful liar
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beyonce and shakira - beautiful liar
click the page and watch the video :)
Hugh Grant - Way Back Into Love lyrics
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Oh oh oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Oh oh oh
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Oh oh oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Oh oh oh
- Mood: loved
Funny how fast time run these days, well ever since I have accepted everything and just gave up on unbearable things and keep an eye on the more important ones I finally was able to appreciate what life has in store. ( I Really let my life revolved just for ***).
Anyways just yesterday I had found out how many membership, passwords and usernames I have.. MY GOD!!! most of them dates back when I was in High school.. buti na lang tinigilan na ako ng SUSTAGEN hahaha Ewan ko ba kailangan ko talagang gumawa ng list sa lahat ng member clubs na sinalihan ko local or international, postpaid or by email. nakakalimutan ko kasi kung ano yung username ko, password ko, member number ko (tama ba??) , etc...... AMPOTAH TALAGA!!!!
I thought using just a couple of username and password to use will make it simpler pero MAGULO pa rin!!!! Sakit sa ulo!!! magsasara na lang ako ng iba.
AT ANG DAMING SPAM!!!!!
Anyways just yesterday I had found out how many membership, passwords and usernames I have.. MY GOD!!! most of them dates back when I was in High school.. buti na lang tinigilan na ako ng SUSTAGEN hahaha Ewan ko ba kailangan ko talagang gumawa ng list sa lahat ng member clubs na sinalihan ko local or international, postpaid or by email. nakakalimutan ko kasi kung ano yung username ko, password ko, member number ko (tama ba??) , etc...... AMPOTAH TALAGA!!!!
I thought using just a couple of username and password to use will make it simpler pero MAGULO pa rin!!!! Sakit sa ulo!!! magsasara na lang ako ng iba.
AT ANG DAMING SPAM!!!!!
- Mood:
annoyed
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- Mood: chipper
Patched things up today, though mahirap kinaya pa rin. I do still think of him but at least now I have peace in me that i did try to be good till the end.
Anyways, planned my activities for this week, also got a copy of the phone numbers and addresses I need to go to. I'm just hoping no such problems came in this month and I hope I'll be finally self sufficient on my own.
Texted some friends, mailed a few emails and sent lots of ecards... hay ang daming may birthday!!!
I just hope everything will work out for the best na... most especially my heart.
Anyways, planned my activities for this week, also got a copy of the phone numbers and addresses I need to go to. I'm just hoping no such problems came in this month and I hope I'll be finally self sufficient on my own.
Texted some friends, mailed a few emails and sent lots of ecards... hay ang daming may birthday!!!
I just hope everything will work out for the best na... most especially my heart.
NO Matter how much we love and care for a person, If we are uncertain of our position, there will come a time when the only thing certain is to GIVE UP.
qoute texted by my friend nona, I took this for granted before.. needless I do know what to do but I kept a shut eye on this matter...
In the end I'm still burned.. But the pain was less... perhaps Its been too long and too much that I suddenly dont care anymore.
Yesterday I thought I'm tired.. well the weather beat me and worries tire me.
BUT THEN I thought wrong... I'm awake and alert as always.. stayed up late,
waiting just for HIM.
ITS a cliche already, this thing happening has always been like that.
no need to utter more words I guess I'm already tired of saying it; nevertheless my eyes doesn't.
Had a bad morning... my eyes are painful to open I guess I cried too much. AGAIN.
BUT THEN I thought wrong... I'm awake and alert as always.. stayed up late,
waiting just for HIM.
ITS a cliche already, this thing happening has always been like that.
no need to utter more words I guess I'm already tired of saying it; nevertheless my eyes doesn't.
Had a bad morning... my eyes are painful to open I guess I cried too much. AGAIN.
- Music:never again- kelly clarkson
dear heart,
blah blah blah blah
blah blah blah blah
- Music:upside down
It had been several days now since it happened.
well to be honest I FEEL LIKE I'M IN THE LOOSING END. I feel like I'm the only one who still feel the same, I tried to do what ate Cynth said, I did what I used to do. And I undo what I he thinks are my negative side.
ACtually I'm trying to compensate for HIM and MY feelings.
But nowadays our talks feels like they are barren,
his voice ...cold.
his messages... short.
no letters not even a card.
I don't know if I'm just overreacting or thinking/worrying too much but I FEEL IT. ANd now as I read my previous entry and open my mail TEARS SUDDENLY FLOODED THIS ORBS AND I CAN'T stop it.
what am I supposed to do??? I feel lost he doesn't say anything. MY Mind is telling me onething but I'm afraid to follow that road. I don't know whats next, the only thing that keeps me going is my hospital duty, BUT THEN even though I'm so tired and hurt I always look forward in talking to him.
I need a drink, I need to let loose and let go
perhaps I NEED TO BE LETHARGIC IN work so I wont feel anything............
..............anymore.
well to be honest I FEEL LIKE I'M IN THE LOOSING END. I feel like I'm the only one who still feel the same, I tried to do what ate Cynth said, I did what I used to do. And I undo what I he thinks are my negative side.
ACtually I'm trying to compensate for HIM and MY feelings.
But nowadays our talks feels like they are barren,
his voice ...cold.
his messages... short.
no letters not even a card.
I don't know if I'm just overreacting or thinking/worrying too much but I FEEL IT. ANd now as I read my previous entry and open my mail TEARS SUDDENLY FLOODED THIS ORBS AND I CAN'T stop it.
what am I supposed to do??? I feel lost he doesn't say anything. MY Mind is telling me onething but I'm afraid to follow that road. I don't know whats next, the only thing that keeps me going is my hospital duty, BUT THEN even though I'm so tired and hurt I always look forward in talking to him.
I need a drink, I need to let loose and let go
perhaps I NEED TO BE LETHARGIC IN work so I wont feel anything............
..............anymore.
- Mood:
groggy
Your Birthdate: September 4 |
 You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April |
ibang klase ang tadhana after posting, this song suddenly came up...
HOW FUCKING APPROPRIATE
Help by Beatles
WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, SO MUCH YOUNGER THAN TODAY,
I NEVER NEEDED ANYBODY'S HELP IN ANY WAY.
BUT NOW THESE DAYS ARE GONE, I'M NOT SO SELF ASSURED,
NOW I FIND I'VE CHANGED MY MIND I'VE OPENED UP THE DOORS.
HELP ME IF YOU CAN, I'M FEELING DOWN
AND I DO APPRECIATE YOU BEING AROUND.
HELP ME GET MY FEET BACK ON THE GROUND,
WON'T YOU PLEASE, PLEASE HELP ME.
AND NOW MY LIFE HAS CHANGED IN OH SO MANY WAYS,
MY INDEPENDENCE SEEMS TO VANISH IN THE HAZE.
BUT EV'RY NOW AND THEN I FEEL SO INSECURE,
I KNOW THAT I JUST NEED YOU LIKE I'VE NEVER DONE BEFORE.
HOW FUCKING APPROPRIATE
Help by Beatles
WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, SO MUCH YOUNGER THAN TODAY,
I NEVER NEEDED ANYBODY'S HELP IN ANY WAY.
BUT NOW THESE DAYS ARE GONE, I'M NOT SO SELF ASSURED,
NOW I FIND I'VE CHANGED MY MIND I'VE OPENED UP THE DOORS.
HELP ME IF YOU CAN, I'M FEELING DOWN
AND I DO APPRECIATE YOU BEING AROUND.
HELP ME GET MY FEET BACK ON THE GROUND,
WON'T YOU PLEASE, PLEASE HELP ME.
AND NOW MY LIFE HAS CHANGED IN OH SO MANY WAYS,
MY INDEPENDENCE SEEMS TO VANISH IN THE HAZE.
BUT EV'RY NOW AND THEN I FEEL SO INSECURE,
I KNOW THAT I JUST NEED YOU LIKE I'VE NEVER DONE BEFORE.
Just as I thought everything is going fine, I suddenly felt a thud that overpowers me to become lonely and frustrated. I at times wander in my thoughts and felt like crying..
no no I meant breaking down, for my eyes never lie and tears do suddenly flow from these orbs.
what am I to do??
what else, I guess just carry on and do what I usually do ever since I'm a kid.
Can't believe its still here.. only now it has bigger reasons and more memories.
no no I meant breaking down, for my eyes never lie and tears do suddenly flow from these orbs.
what am I to do??
what else, I guess just carry on and do what I usually do ever since I'm a kid.
Can't believe its still here.. only now it has bigger reasons and more memories.
pathetic!
nakakainis, nakakabwisit.. sa sobrang inis ko naiiyak ako.
hindi man lang magisip ng matino.. deliberate na yan eh.
lintik lang ang walang ganti!!!
- Mood: aggravated
up
then down
slow down
speedy up
need i say more??
feels like shite!
FOOTANgNA TALAGA di ko maexplain.. sa sobrang inis ko para akong sasabog.. at sa paulit ulit na pangyayari na ganito di ko na rin makuhang umiyak..
nakaka wrinkle!!!!
then down
slow down
speedy up
need i say more??
feels like shite!
FOOTANgNA TALAGA di ko maexplain.. sa sobrang inis ko para akong sasabog.. at sa paulit ulit na pangyayari na ganito di ko na rin makuhang umiyak..
nakaka wrinkle!!!!
- Mood: pissed off
when the world stop revolving
and the starts seems to fall from the sky
what will you do?
I watched the hearse roll by our street
with it carrying my world, my star;
I ponder why I'm not crying
I wonder why I'm still
able
to live.
I clenched my shirt atop by breast
to stop my heart from breathing
I close my eyes and my thoughts at rest
to stop my self from mourning
I can't deny now
that I am never the same
It's not me who is standing
but a piece of what he left behind.
My world,
My star,
My breathe...
goodbye my love
and the starts seems to fall from the sky
what will you do?
I watched the hearse roll by our street
with it carrying my world, my star;
I ponder why I'm not crying
I wonder why I'm still
able
to live.
I clenched my shirt atop by breast
to stop my heart from breathing
I close my eyes and my thoughts at rest
to stop my self from mourning
I can't deny now
that I am never the same
It's not me who is standing
but a piece of what he left behind.
My world,
My star,
My breathe...
goodbye my love
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